I am glued to the screen working in the afternoon. There are various tabs open in my mind with no cross button. Work, more work, you, responsibilities, confusions, dilemmas, meetings, friends, family, etc. I am getting intuitions that you might visit today. You might be coming today. Another intuitive tab is opened! Why would you visit today. Another question mark tab opens!
I am staring at the code and suddenly dad hands me an envelope. Another tab opens in mind, Work! I look at it and from a moment of usual work, I feel surprised and my heart skips a beat. Oh, the intuition was right, something of you did arrive. This is so unexpected. I look at the envelope. I look at it very confused. It’s a letter from you. It looks crisp and formal. Very Business Like. I open it quickly, what’s inside this? Work? Documents? Quotations? What is inside it? Open it up, Hurry up!
I open it and Woah! What’s that?? That’s a love letter, it’s a Love Letter. Oh my God! Are you serious? Its 2021 and I have a love letter. You put Netflix to shame! They should make a movie on us. Well letters are still romantic I believe and you are so romantic.
For a moment I can’t believe it, it’s actually a love letter from you, it’s your handwriting! Do dreams and fantasies actually come true, Oh they do. You made it true. How I am reading every word in amusement. You write so well. My heartbeats rush reading your letter for me.
What happens when your fantasies come true. Holy Crap! I always wandered in the world full of fantasy but I never actually imagined what would happen if it came true sometime. It freaked me out. What on earth did I do to deserve you. Your letter left me in astonishment.
I always imagined how would I feel if I ever got a love letter but the feeling that I felt today lies nowhere close to it. I can feel the blood rushing to my face. I feel different. I for the first time in days feel loved. That you also love me, maybe more than I do. I don’t know. Love is making me crazy. How am I supposed to do anything else? I don’t know how people stay in love and do other things as well? Oh what a funny feeling, but I can’t get myself out of it. What have you done? You made me fall in love with you and I am overwhelmed.
I read the whole two pages in 1 second! literally. I re-read it, twice, thrice and I keep reading it again and again, trying to hide my smile, that infatuated smile, that sudden rush closing all the tabs and now there is only you. Why do you have to be there inside 24*7? What on earth am I going to do with all my tabs having you. The only work that I want to do these days is You! I bet if someone pays me to think about you, I would save enough for both of us to never work again.
I have a better love story than these lovebirds I see. I wish I can scream and tell everyone how much I love you and how our love story might put others to shame. But I give them the benefit of the doubt. They may also not know what love is, just like me, I didn’t know what love is until you came along, to walk with me holding my hand and showing me, its more than I think and more than I read, more than I feel. It’s magical! Oh my god!
I didn’t know. I thought I knew everything, but clearly, I don’t. Your words have put an end to mine. I am so in love with you. I am full of gratitude to have found you, for making my reality better than my dreams and imagination. Thank you for being the kind, understanding person that you are. I am going to love you unconditionally. I would love you through all highs and lows. I would love you today, and always. I am never going to need anyone else than you. I can’t wait to be with you. I love you so much.
PS: Your letter brought tears to my eyes. I am so happy. I wish I could hug you from here. Sending them your way. I wish may you get them soon. I have so much to say. I don’t know how else am I supposed to let you know this, but you have my heart. Forever and Always.